haish. here i am ending. thinking abt him.
i dunoe why some people is jus so strong. but i am nt. i miss him.
alot pple told me to gif him up, i tried, bd i really cant.
reminiscing abt e past, it jus hurts so much.
haish.....................
sch reopening. sian.
and i knw we wun b bac to e same.
bd deep down in my heart, thrs still hope tht we'll be bac tgt.
is thr>

well, its really bored at hm. i've read all e books, watch tv bd still, im bored.
jus went dwn to smoke n bought my mogumogu. haish, its e drink u intro-ed me.
aft dis few days, i cnt deny tht my love for u is still as strong, im still missing u lyk shit.
bd u on e other hand, dun bother abt me, still enjoying ur life.
u said tht thrs chances of us getting bac, bd ur action show e other way round.
im confused, u said im e one u loved e most, cared for e most, and if it is so, why would u nt want me back> contradicting isnt it.
man, i really nid to go out, im rotting at hm. and i've still gt 2 more weeks of holiday. awww.
lol.

well, time nw is lyk 4.20. i jus woke up nt long ago.
ytd went 85 with jr,sherman and jasmine. lol.
aft eating went with jas to my hse dwnstairs slackkkkkkk allllll e wayyyyyyyyyyyy till 6.
and ya, ah boon came. so long din mit up.
was talking all those lame ans stupid jokes. lmao, its seriously funny, nt hilariously.
im gonna meet him, so he cn pass me bac my ic.
hes avoiding me lyk as if im a pest or vermin or smth. duno larh.
jus by thinking of it gives me headache.
i really duno wad to do at hm lo. its so so so boring.
i've read all e books, watched all e vcds/dvds.
aw man, maybe i shld go to e library. er nope, i dun wan to go to places tht reminds me of him, at least let me settle dwn first.
anyone whos free, jus cal n meet me yea xD
ok, shall end here. chnging blogskin, and song. LOL. cos its 2 yrs alrd. lol.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, JASMINE BAOBEI !

oh well. bac to square one. aft all the quarrels n crying.
1yr4days, we ended. i was desperate, crying n pleading, bd u turn a deaf ear to my pleas.
i lay down my pride, jus to get u bac.
its was all in vain.
all in all, i've really enjoyed my time with you.
though someimtes i may seem demanding, bd deep in my heart, i feel ur warmth, ur care.
i was persistent at first to get u bac, bd on second thoughts, i want u to be happy.
being friends is jus a way to drift away frm each other.
friends cnt stay tgt, lyk we use to.
friends cnt kiss n hug, lyk we use to.
friends cnt play e feeder in dota in opposite team, lyk we use to.
friends cnt go fishing n eat meatball noodles every other day, lyk we use to.
friends cnt go up ur hse to pull u out of bed, lyk i use to.
i cnt hug u to slp.
i cnt dig ur ear,squeeze ur blackhead.
i cnt sit bside u to watch u play dota.
i cnt go school with you.
i cnt wear ur shirt.
bys saying tht we're friends, thrs alot of thngs i cnt do.
bd bcos i love u,im willing to oblige.
is thr a chance tht we'll be back tgt.? i really haf no idea.
i really cnt bare it, bd i will kip it to myself.
even though i will cry myself to bed everynite, i would act happy in front of u.
even though i miss u lyk crazy, i try my very best not to contact u cos u'll be irritated by me.


i met u today, trying my best nt to show my true emotions.
i act happy, so tht u will be relieved. im really trying very hard.
although we only met for 1hr, tht hr is the most precious time ever since u leave me.
tc k*, i will always be waiting for you.

ooh well.
its lyk redundant for me to blog can.
hahh, last post was lyk er, 6 mtnhs ago. pooff.
nw im at baby's hse. nth to do. view pples blog and haf e urge to blog. hhooooya.
im addicted to playing patapon. its effin fun okay.
PATA PATA PATA PON. chaka chaka pata pon..!
damn, hw dumb cn i be.
argh, i shall go continue my game xDDD





baby, i love you lots xD

oohhhla. well well well.

whoosh. so long din update ler.
yup, started sch already. its been lyk, a week? building drafting was fun. hehhs.
made some frens, yar. not bad not bad.
bd sch is so darn slack, my type larh.
hahahhahs. new yrs coming. money come come COME.
im broke la. i nid a part time job seriously.
sian. met yippie jus nw. went to buy clothes.
urghs, sch tmr =)