oh well. bac to square one. aft all the quarrels n crying.
1yr4days, we ended. i was desperate, crying n pleading, bd u turn a deaf ear to my pleas.
i lay down my pride, jus to get u bac.
its was all in vain.
all in all, i've really enjoyed my time with you.
though someimtes i may seem demanding, bd deep in my heart, i feel ur warmth, ur care.
i was persistent at first to get u bac, bd on second thoughts, i want u to be happy.
being friends is jus a way to drift away frm each other.
friends cnt stay tgt, lyk we use to.
friends cnt kiss n hug, lyk we use to.
friends cnt play e feeder in dota in opposite team, lyk we use to.
friends cnt go fishing n eat meatball noodles every other day, lyk we use to.
friends cnt go up ur hse to pull u out of bed, lyk i use to.
i cnt hug u to slp.
i cnt dig ur ear,squeeze ur blackhead.
i cnt sit bside u to watch u play dota.
i cnt go school with you.
i cnt wear ur shirt.
bys saying tht we're friends, thrs alot of thngs i cnt do.
bd bcos i love u,im willing to oblige.
is thr a chance tht we'll be back tgt.? i really haf no idea.
i really cnt bare it, bd i will kip it to myself.
even though i will cry myself to bed everynite, i would act happy in front of u.
even though i miss u lyk crazy, i try my very best not to contact u cos u'll be irritated by me.


i met u today, trying my best nt to show my true emotions.
i act happy, so tht u will be relieved. im really trying very hard.
although we only met for 1hr, tht hr is the most precious time ever since u leave me.
tc k*, i will always be waiting for you.