jaycie.

2009-07-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

haish. here i am ending. thinking abt him.
i dunoe why some people is jus so strong. but i am nt. i miss him.
alot pple told me to gif him up, i tried, bd i really cant.
reminiscing abt e past, it jus hurts so much.
haish.....................
sch reopening. sian.
and i knw we wun b bac to e same.
bd deep down in my heart, thrs still hope tht we'll be bac tgt.
is thr>

2009-06-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

well, its really bored at hm. i've read all e books, watch tv bd still, im bored.
jus went dwn to smoke n bought my mogumogu. haish, its e drink u intro-ed me.
aft dis few days, i cnt deny tht my love for u is still as strong, im still missing u lyk shit.
bd u on e other hand, dun bother abt me, still enjoying ur life.
u said tht thrs chances of us getting bac, bd ur action show e other way round.
im confused, u said im e one u loved e most, cared for e most, and if it is so, why would u nt want me back> contradicting isnt it.
man, i really nid to go out, im rotting at hm. and i've still gt 2 more weeks of holiday. awww.
lol.

2009-06-13T01:19:00.000-07:00

well, time nw is lyk 4.20. i jus woke up nt long ago.
ytd went 85 with jr,sherman and jasmine. lol.
aft eating went with jas to my hse dwnstairs slackkkkkkk allllll e wayyyyyyyyyyyy till 6.
and ya, ah boon came. so long din mit up.
was talking all those lame ans stupid jokes. lmao, its seriously funny, nt hilariously.
im gonna meet him, so he cn pass me bac my ic.
hes avoiding me lyk as if im a pest or vermin or smth. duno larh.
jus by thinking of it gives me headache.
i really duno wad to do at hm lo. its so so so boring.
i've read all e books, watched all e vcds/dvds.
aw man, maybe i shld go to e library. er nope, i dun wan to go to places tht reminds me of him, at least let me settle dwn first.
anyone whos free, jus cal n meet me yea xD
ok, shall end here. chnging blogskin, and song. LOL. cos its 2 yrs alrd. lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, JASMINE BAOBEI !

emo post

2009-06-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

oh well. bac to square one. aft all the quarrels n crying.
1yr4days, we ended. i was desperate, crying n pleading, bd u turn a deaf ear to my pleas.
i lay down my pride, jus to get u bac.
its was all in vain.
all in all, i've really enjoyed my time with you.
though someimtes i may seem demanding, bd deep in my heart, i feel ur warmth, ur care.
i was persistent at first to get u bac, bd on second thoughts, i want u to be happy.
being friends is jus a way to drift away frm each other.
friends cnt stay tgt, lyk we use to.
friends cnt kiss n hug, lyk we use to.
friends cnt play e feeder in dota in opposite team, lyk we use to.
friends cnt go fishing n eat meatball noodles every other day, lyk we use to.
friends cnt go up ur hse to pull u out of bed, lyk i use to.
i cnt hug u to slp.
i cnt dig ur ear,squeeze ur blackhead.
i cnt sit bside u to watch u play dota.
i cnt go school with you.
i cnt wear ur shirt.
bys saying tht we're friends, thrs alot of thngs i cnt do.
bd bcos i love u,im willing to oblige.
is thr a chance tht we'll be back tgt.? i really haf no idea.
i really cnt bare it, bd i will kip it to myself.
even though i will cry myself to bed everynite, i would act happy in front of u.
even though i miss u lyk crazy, i try my very best not to contact u cos u'll be irritated by me.

i met u today, trying my best nt to show my true emotions.
i act happy, so tht u will be relieved. im really trying very hard.
although we only met for 1hr, tht hr is the most precious time ever since u leave me.
tc k*, i will always be waiting for you.

2008-11-30T20:17:00.000-08:00

ooh well.
its lyk redundant for me to blog can.
hahh, last post was lyk er, 6 mtnhs ago. pooff.
nw im at baby's hse. nth to do. view pples blog and haf e urge to blog. hhooooya.
im addicted to playing patapon. its effin fun okay.
PATA PATA PATA PON. chaka chaka pata pon..!
damn, hw dumb cn i be.
argh, i shall go continue my game xDDD

baby, i love you lots xD

2008-06-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

oohhhla. well well well.

how dead cn my blog cn get. urghs-

ouhkae, my life.. not bad i shld sae.

schs alright, frens oh-so-nice. yupps, seriously, we're united =D

ohya, and mah bf, a few words to describes.

dumb. lazy, SWEET, understanding. VERY NICE and blahblahblaaa.

no, dis is nt a write up promotion form him. lol.

cn sae im v bored at home thts why im here blogging.

its e holidays man, wad do you expect.

and i still duno if im wking tmr not. i dun care, if he call me tmr and ask me to work,

dan its too bad la. i told him i dun wan last min. hehhs. im a bad employee.

alah, i still nid wait till late at night dan cn mit him, sian zi pua.

sibei shag. i was lyk, omfg wen bee told me abt wad he e saw at e chalet. gosh, i dun wanna describe. its.. gross.

schs gonna open in a weeks time, sian. i hope we wun drift apart wen sch starts.

i seriously HOPE it would never ever happen.

aites, i guess i've crap up a whole page of junks, i shld go now.
tc, and i dun ask me wen im gonna update, cos i duno when =)

ilu; kenneth 0406zero8

2008-01-20T02:42:00.000-08:00

whoosh. so long din update ler.
yup, started sch already. its been lyk, a week? building drafting was fun. hehhs.
made some frens, yar. not bad not bad.
bd sch is so darn slack, my type larh.
hahahhahs. new yrs coming. money come come COME.
im broke la. i nid a part time job seriously.
sian. met yippie jus nw. went to buy clothes.
urghs, sch tmr =)

2008-01-01T20:55:00.000-08:00

im bac to update :)
work is boring larhs. all my frens no longer working, so im alone. and the new comers SHUCKS.
ohman.. hope can go bac sch faster.
i'll update again wen im home. photos will be up.
and the keyboard that im using sucks to the core.
baaaaaaakkkkaaaaah.

happy new year im slow.

2007-12-07T04:06:00.000-08:00

argh. im darn bored, sad, sick,irritated and obviously pissed
im sick. real sick, and they bloody forced me to go work. wtf?
go work, see those new pple show me jiaobin. tmd.
ahh.. im blooody irritated.
and i miss him, i reali reali do.
he was in my dreams that night wen i was reali sick. hais.

i nid to go out. omg. sibei sian.

got pay jus a few daes ago. and nw, poke oradie.

oh man. bd i did set aside some money to pay for his hp bill.

i knw hes dead. bd i still regard him as my bf.

and i tink its my responsibility to see to e things that he has left behind.

so yupp.

aniwaes, im going off loh.

bored.

2007-11-30T04:44:00.000-08:00

cacila stephhy me mavis =)

aww, im rotting. its a frriiiidae. two post in a days. steady lah. hahas.

changed skin loh =)

2007-11-30T03:37:00.000-08:00

bloooody hell @##$$^^&*!

today actualy get pay de, in e end. argh, tmd.

so monday's plan to nt go work is gone. chehs.

nvmnvm. nowadaes work is so sian.

with e new gers. dunoe wads their prob oso.

titi diao, as if my face born for u to gin lidat. machiam knn.
and that duno indian or malay ger bside.

call jiu call lar, keep bio me. i knw i pretty. eh, no la. hahahhas.

and ur darn rude cn. respect others la. no manners. wth.

bd den mavis was nice =) wahahs.

but i still miss last time, wen we're v v noisy. oohla.

aniwae im reali v bored thats y im here.

and and, sori pple if e song in my blog too old.

cos i duno hw to change, mus wait for JR to help me =)

aniwaes wen i get pay i nid buy alot of things.

jeans, shorts, cardigen, small bag, big bag, slippers and and.

help settle his bills =)

okaes, dunoe wad to blog loh. nxt time dan come bahs xD

2007-11-17T01:51:00.000-08:00

pearleen me steph =)

michelle and me =)

pearleen and michelle

pearleen vivien michelle

i know im short

michelle me vivien pearleen

buai song.

dumb ass xD

bananas in pyjamas. wahhahs.

damn, shes gonna punch.

i tell u arh ...

hua chi. wahahs

jiun charn =)

look hus talking. hwahhas.

hey, look at mah jiao bin. woola.

im only HALF of him can

michelle loves e man too muhc, tats y she kip takin fotos of him

amanda =)

cacila =)

amanda is tooooo hungry

michelle loves me alot too. tats y she kip taking me =)

my admirer. ooh my, bhb. hahahhas. jkjk.

shes soo tall lah

michelle and me again =)

finally its me alone =) whahaha

pearleen toking to ANTHONY. whahas

slack during work. my tongue looks lyk ass

edited by michelle =) thanks arh

me and vivien =)

okaes.. finally im blogging. ah ling will sure scold. hahahhas. no lar.

busy wid work. fun, bd sumtimes v v sian.

pearleen may n amanda ytd last day, sad.

den we went to eat pizza hut. aft eating me n pearleen wen to bishan.

mich cacila n amanda wen home lors.

hahhahs. i'll blog nxt time la.

bye people xD

2007-08-18T19:45:00.000-07:00

hes gone, jus lidat.
im shocked and reali lost wen i heard it frm his mum.
went to his funeral and sent him off the nxt dae.
throw his ash into the sea.
burnt him tings.
hais.. all dis. i reali cnt take it.
consoles frm pple. yes i noe i mus b strong.
bd u jus dunoe hw i feel inside.
we were so close tgt. and he jus send me to work the dae he died.
bd i tink he was wit me the other dae wen i was tonning at fren's hse.
i can feel u thr. and im e only one whu is freezing even though im wearin jacket.
i slept well tat morning i went home, cos i noe u came bac to c me.
rest in peace dar, we made alot of promise, bd none of them can b fulfilled now.
i dun blame u. i noe e truth how u die.
ur foreva in my heart ;

0815 - the dae u went awae, for good.

2007-06-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

gosh. okaes. im rotting at home.

jus came bac frm less0n. sian zi pua.

v long nvr blogg. cos im BUSI. real bz. wid work n studies.

yupp, love my job. although i owaes blurr drop instruments. hahs.

cut my hair. sian of the long one.

exam for oral bio module coming, and i still haven learn n studie. mus chiong.

hahas. machiam o level siol. hahahs.

me n dar set oradie, dis two weeks dun mit.

he work hard n earn money. i studie hard for exam. huat arhhs.

hahas. lame. crapp. and boss haven gif me pay yet!! *&^%$#@!\

hahs. no lar. cos todae i left earli for lesson, maybe gee got it.?

tmr hab a tight schedule AGAIN. GA first ting in e morning.

alamak,PLEASE dun cal me assist. hahas.

todae i assist in GA, darn blur can.

left the burrs n rubber dam dwnstairs. still nid dr. help me bring upp. wakaka.

[[ photos, still gt more. next time okaes.? hahahs.

before cutting hair,

ok. updated. wait for e next time which is wen i tink dan i come update again.

heex. buhbyes =)

2007-03-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

haish. im lyk rotting at home can.?
went for the interview at the kids dentist on mondae.
well, i was lyk so earli.? hahahs. the place is nt bad lar. gt alot of toys. wooots.
hahas. nt bad la. bud the place is darn far can! me n dar walked lyk 1o mins.?
phew, and the weather is OMG lor.
and i have to work and study at nite at e same time, xiong lor.
den dey sae let me noe by end of dis week.
and tadah! dey called me ytd =)
i tink im e oni o level one hu applied.
hahhas. throw face larh.
aft so mani mnths of resting, my bac to sch mood is lyk to the max can.
i wan go sch. i wan use pen. i wan carry sch bag. i wan hmwk.
bud whr i will b studying is still nt known yet. my boss, hu is e dentist, sae that the schedule is veri messy. and the nxt line, pple u got to get ready... he said
AND IM CONDUCTING SOME OF THE LESSONS
omg! how wonderful. how can i slack lidat.? alamak!!
and my stupid dar gave me an excellent idea, that is
ATTEND HIS LESSON AND PON THE REST. hahs!
okok. enuff of dis. would u take a nude foto of urself wen ur haf the chance.?
i was tinkin abt it.. i would.
hahahs. cos by doing dis, i would see how horrribly fat i am and would haf the heng xin to loose weight. bravo.!
but maybe i will nt, cos i might well jus faint by jus lookin at it.
ok crap.
somebody help me, im like so BORED>
arghs.
gonna go look for entertainment.

2007-03-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

lalalaaas.
bored.
dental assistant.
hwahs. so funnie -.-

2007-03-23T22:25:00.001-07:00

changed blog. (:
forgot password.
hehs